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Sep. 26th, 2030 | 08:23 pm


                                                                                         I guess this says it all (:

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After Monday and Tuesday, even the calendar says W T F

Nov. 24th, 2009 | 06:54 pm

Woah, my stomach still hurts... )))))))))))))))))): It was better last night, then during choir it got worse. Probably because I kept laughing and I had to use support(of course) to sing... I hope it won't affect me tomorrow.


Dinner's here, better go and eat.

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Nov. 21st, 2009 | 08:53 pm

I didn't have tuition today. I wished that my teacher told me earlier, so I could have gone for service instead. Sigh.

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Nov. 21st, 2009 | 08:39 pm
mood: enraged enraged

I am so pissed, I cannot even begin. Don't even want to start because I will end up being even more pissed and I don't want to do things that I will regret due to me being pissed.


Anyway. I managed to complete the GES e math paper(finally) and started on TYS. I keep forgetting to buy newspaper though. Oh, I started on the essay too. The one about what could be done to help those people who struggles financially one. Which is totally crap because I am stuck after the FIRST paragraph. No idea how to continue. I am trying to do it the chinese essay format... which is obviously not very successful.


I just remembered I need to get presents for people, including the SS thing. (NOT social studies!) And I have to pay for my ticket. And I am currently broke.


Oh, anyone knows how to get to ACS, the one band is performing in ?

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Nov. 19th, 2009 | 08:29 pm

Ow. My stomache still hurts and it definitely isn't hunger pangs. Oh, I better go grab a bite before I have my medicine. Even though my mum hasn't came back from buying dinner yet..

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Nov. 19th, 2009 | 07:57 pm
mood: nauseated nauseated

Arrgh. Sick. I always seem to fall sick during the holidays. I mean, my school attedance for the year has always been perfect, because I only fall sick during the holidays :D(yeah, right.)


Not exactly sure what I am down with though. I mean, the doctor didn't exactly tell me. He just asked me lots of questions, took my blood pressure, and my weight(haha, thank God he didn't comment on how skinny I was and need to put on more weight) All I know is my stomach hurts like crap throughout the whole night and I was whining and whimpering like a little baby..
(and there was definitely the toilet involved but I will spare all the grisly details...) I suspect its food poisoning though...



HMM, I wonder how did my section survived today.. Haha, I feel a little bad for leaving my other SL in the lurch... Sorry! Didn't mean to fall sick...

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Nov. 15th, 2009 | 07:32 pm
mood: nostalgic nostalgic


Gosh. The place I live in really is the place where teachers live huh? For an instance, I now know, for sure that a certain teacher lives somewhere in my neighborhood. Someone my class all hates.. (no prize for guessing who) I mean, I saw him taking the same bus as me, once. But i thought it may be a coincidence or something. Maybe he is visiting his parents or something. But then, I saw him when I was buying dinner at the coffee-shop near my flat. *SHOCKING REVELATION* I mean, I was just sitting there, waiting from my takeaway(the auntie actually forgot that we pre-ordered the food so I had to sit there and wait... -_-), scratching my leg actually. For goodness knows what reason, my leg was DARN itchy. So there I was, scratching my leg, minding my own business... then I HEARD HIS VOICE. ANd then, I looked up saw him, and went. "OH SHIT." In my head, of course. So what did I do next? Went back to scratching my leg as if it was the most INTERESTING thing on earth. I doubt he saw me though. Even though he was right beside me.

Actually, I kind of think he has a family too. Ok, I know people don't like him and all..but still, he IS a human and... well, most humans have families like wife and kids and husbands.. So well. Even though it IS kind of disturbing to know(or suspect, rather) that he has.. a wife? Haha, because he definitely bought more than one person's share of dinner. Unless he is some sort of BIG eater.


Darn it. Can you imagine if I was just somewhere around the neighbourhood, maybe buying stuff or whatever... then I RUN INTO MY TEACHER. Gosh. THAT IS DARN EMBARRASSING. I want to move house already..... >< Luckily I am not some sort of bad kid or have a BF that I meet secretly. Then, that will really be embarrassing to run into my teachers. ><


Ok. Enough of yesterday. I baked cookies(:D) on friday. Haha, Sold them for church today. Although, technically, I was there to help.. not really part of the mission trip team or whatever. But it is ok :D Cos I know God is pleased with me.. no matter how little I seem to may offer Him. OH, this just reminds me of the 'Mid-winter' I sang for choir last time.. I LOVE THAT SONG. The ending goes something like this.

How much can I give him,
poor as I am.
If I were a shepherd,
I would bring a lamb.

If I were a wise man,
I would do,
do my part.

But what can I give him,
but to give him my heart.
My heart.


SO NICE RIGHT?! HAHA, I am a little nuts right now.. Honestly, when I think back to the December concert, it was just so amazing! I mean, like, I almost cried while singing the song because I could really feel God's presence. And I know I was not the only one because almost everyone else.... felt something too. And to think back to the time where the choir sing to touch people's hearts... Sigh.

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today has been a good day..

Nov. 10th, 2009 | 10:17 pm

Wow. Today has been a really fantastic day!

Met Celine in the morning, to do discipleship. God really was there!! I mean, I could feel Him talking to us, and we discussed and talked about a lot of stuff, and she showed me and explained to me a lot of stuff I don't understand. We talked about desires, why people always yearn for something they don't have, God's purposes for us.. Purpose Driven is a really good book. I recommand everyone who find no meaning in life, or who find that life is meangingless or who finds that they do not know what their purpose in life is, to get the book. It will really really speak to you, whether u are christian or not.

Anyway, choir was amazingly good too. Probably because the abscence of noisy people, hence the choir is less noisy than usual and the singing is..... actually improving. I mean, it is not that I don't have faith in my section. I have absolute faith in them. It is just that I really was not expecting the practice to be a fruitful and productive one. Thank God for answering my prayers and aiding us to sing. See, it helps when you pray and especially you do things for God, not for youselves and include Him in your everyday life. Of course, I won't and shall not include God just to have a great day, but I will do so because I want to be close to Him and I want Him to be part and parcel of my life.


I really really really feel closer to God now. I mean, I have so many people around me asking questions like, what is the purpose of life, why do people always reach for things they cannot get(looks, money, etc) life is meaningless, why am i still living...and this is EXACTLY what God has been teaching me this past week!! Because I read the book, and my trusty Bible, it exactly speaks about all these stuff, and now my friends are also talking about all these stuff, I really cannot resist the urge to share(if I do, God will hold me accountable for my actions considering I just ignored those people who needs saving even though after He totally like pointed out to me) I mean like it is no coincidence(I don't believe in them) This is definitely God's plan and His work :)

Ok, shall start to finish off my newspaper articles. I mean, not every single newspaper article. I mean finish those I have already cut out... which is like..... 5? Goodness. SO pathetic. I have a whole stack of newspaper articles just lying there and I can only come up with FIVE articles?!



Another thing. I really MUST start packing my table. My table, is unfortunately, like the passage in the  chinese test paper. The thing about 垃圾 and don't know what books/files piling up and despite clearing them and tidying up the desk, the desk just becomes messy after one week.(SoTRUE)on that note, I actually finished the three test papers. :D (well, ok I skipped a few questions because I did not know how to do them, evidence to people who think I am very good in chinese: I am not!)

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Nov. 9th, 2009 | 08:53 pm
mood: discontent discontent

I realised I have no idea what to do for A math and History. I have yet to even touch E math.

Homework competed so far
2 and 3/4 chinese test papers
1 english essay
2 bio pink papers


.... and that is it. Wow. I feel SO unaccomplished. ))))))))))):

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Nov. 8th, 2009 | 08:40 pm

Is it bad that I don't know what to bring or do or prepare for my E math tomorrow?

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Nov. 5th, 2009 | 09:46 pm
location: Eyes on me
mood: crappy crappy

Well. They finally pissed me off so much that I scolded them. And then there was this awkward silence... Which was really awkward. Guess what, I still feel guilty for scolding them. I know that they totally deserve to be scolded because they were just testing my patience, but I can't help but feel guilty? Like, wth?

The singing was......ok. Like really, just ok. Medicore. It was not too bad, but not that good either. And for some odd reason, everyone started having sectionals in my class......? Ah wells, I don't mind. I hope my classmates don't mind either.. :P

Oh. I better start on my holiday hmwk. I mean, try to complete at least one? I completed one essay, and bio, but that is like due tomorrow so I can't not complete it. Sheesh. I really detest holiday hmwk. ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):


More sectionals tomorrow, more choir tomorrow. Gosh, you know what, she really piss me off. YI BIN, doing something about that person in your section!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE! I was close to throwing her out of my classroom today. Even though, I don't think you would actually mind if I did that(if I could), do you?

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Oct. 31st, 2009 | 10:53 pm

I heard something really scary last night. At about 2+am, there was this guy, shouting at the top of his voice. He yelled "____! Wake up! Wake up! C'mon, get up! Wake up! WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?!"

At first I thought that the poor kid failed her studies so the parents were damn pissed off with her. And I was thinking. Do they have to do this now? When everyone else is trying to sleep? Can't they just wait till morning? But then, I realised things were much serious than I thought because the father kept yelling at the child to 'wake up' and then the mother said something and he was like 'shut up, shut up, shut up!" and then he was like, talking to the child saying like "tell me what happened. Talk to me, keep talking to me. " Then I could hear him talking on the phone. (it is amazing how every single sound is being amplified in the middle of the night where it is so quiet). Then after that, the father was saying some stuff to the mother. Within minutes, the ambulance came. (the ambulance was really really really fast so you can be assured that if you ever have to go to the hospital asap, you most likely will be able to get there in time). I only knew this  because I heard the stretcher being pulled out. and I could see the reflection of the ambulance lights. As I went to take a look, there was indeed and ambulance and I was not dreaming as I thought i was. Anyway, it was really frightening because judging from the father's shouts and yells, i assumed that it was quite serious, so I just prayed for the safety of the child. I was just praying and praying and after what seemed like an eternity, the stretcher finally came out with the paramedics.

However, the stretcher was empty. Hence, I presumed either the child was well enough not to go to the hospital(thank God) or she was fit enough not to have to lie in the stretcher(thank God for that too). I only thought this sort of stuff happens in drama serials.


I can only conclude that the child was either attempting suicide and slit her wrists and her parents somehow knew she was doing that. (hence 'what happened to you?!') or she just had some sort of weird disease and just went limp or just started bleeding....

In any case, I really pray to God that she is alright now.

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Sep. 26th, 2009 | 07:21 pm
mood: cranky cranky


I realise I am posting at LJ more often now. I have no idea why, but Blogger appears in CHINESE. Like, ew. Reminds me of the two chinese test papers and the two letters I have yet to do.

I wanted to statisfy my craving for the chocolate sundae at Mac's today. HOWEVER, when I finally got the chance to go to Mac's.... guess what? The cashier, very politely told me that the machine was down. I must have looked somewhat upset because he kept apologising. So in the end, I settled for the apple dippers, which was surprisingly nice, but a tad bit expensive(almost twice the price of my sundae)

So, I grabbed my tray and went down to enjoy my apples, music and my geog powerpack, when I saw this Malay guy carrying a plastic of fries and... CHOCOLATE SUNDAE!!!!!!!!!!!!! Unless I was suffering from hallucination from being deprived of my sundae, I am pretty sure he was carrying a chocolate sundae. I was so flabbergasted and shocked that I just stared at the guy till he walked out of sight. Literally.

 

Like, the machine decides to function after I bought the apple dippers? Wow. I must really be not destined to consume chocolate sundae from Mac's.


I really should spend more time on my work. Like my tt teacher said today, "whatever you are doing for leisure, you need to put it aside and start working." Right, I shall do that. Just that I am probably risking the lives of people around me because of me going berserk(birthcert anyone?) from the overload of studying. This totally reminds me of the over-stimulation passage we did for the english time trial. Which I spent sleeping through half the period. I am probably in the 'I refuse to absorb any new information' phase. Soon, I will be progressing to the 'if I have to absorb any new info, I shall just strangle someone' mood. So, people around me, BEWARE.  

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Oh. My. Gosh.

Sep. 24th, 2009 | 04:12 pm
mood: hopeful hopeful

Freaking screwed up A math today. Sigh, I can say goodbye to my B3. I just hope I did enough right questions to pass.

OH MY GOSH>>>>>>>>>> I just realised how to solve the five mark question......... AAAARGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STUPID CARELESS ME!!!!!!!!!!! Argh, hopefully still got one mark for finding the coordinates of R correctly. I acccidentally did it clock wise instead of anti clock wise. No wonder I got a negative value. Oh well. if I can get like, 13/20, I still can get like B4, overall. Which means my target grade will be lower by like, two marks?


On the topic of target grades... here is the amount of marks I need to get in order to get either a B3 or B4 for all my subjects. Beware, it is kind of shocking........

English-  81/100 to ge A2
Chinese- 84/100 to get A1
Biology- 85/100 to get A2
Chemistry- 85/100 to get A2
A math- 80/100 to get A2
E math- 80/100 to get A2
Geography- 83/100 to get B3(OHMIGISH my geog SUCKS!)
Combined Humanities- 86/100 to get A1

I know. I set very high standards for myself. But I really want As only. And like, my  target for L1R5 is 10. so I need like, 4 A2s, 2 A1s. Kind of impossible, I know. But I am going to try my hardest. Actually, as long as my L1R5 doesn't goes above 12, and my overall % is 70 or abv, I am very satisfied. But, oh well. I know its impossible, but  I am going to try my hardest to score. Already started revising so I really really hope that will help me.


Praying to God that it will.......

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I am back!!!

Sep. 23rd, 2009 | 10:55 pm
mood: blank blank
music: You belong with me- Taylor Swift


Yay, I am finally back on LJ again! Just decide to post a short and quick one. Exams are coming up so must study hard hard hard. But I am not really sure if I can do well. Like, I have this part of me that imgaines me doing badly.

I am afraid of spending the time away unwisely. Hasn't anyone realised how time past so fast? In a blink of an eye, it is almost christmas(presents!), in like, three more months and two more days. And the school term is ending in about, one more month and seven more days? So wow.
 


Anyway, I am now the SL of my section. Starting to regret it just a little. Because I kind of understand why all the other sec threes step down from their posts as SLs, because it is really stressful!!! And I am the only sec three?? Oh well. I will just make do with it.


A math test tmorrow. Spent half the day trying how to figure out how to draw sine and cosine graphs(I still can't get the hang of drawing them!). Bio test was ok today. Did not really know how to do the question on the alvelous thing so I just wrote some crap and said it was rich in blood supply hence able to transport substances more efficiently? And I forgot what were the names of the arterioles so I just put the golmerulus and the bowman's capsule for the question which asked for the two abnomalities. Other than that, I think I may have a chance to pass.

Screwed up the last question for E math though. Like, I think i identified the wrong angle so my whole two marks flew away. Oh well. As long I can get above 13, which means it is a B3 for my CA2, then I am very satisified.

 

Crap, I realised I have to get FULL MARKS in order to get B3 for my A math CA2. Which is impossible. Considering my graph drawing really really really sucks.

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